1st break down!!!
reCently i hAve bEEn veRy confuSed & depreSSed abt mYself & My fEEling….as I hAve bEEn iN scotlAnd fOr almOst 6mOnths & chInese nEw yEar Is arOund tHe cornEr… i fEEl sO loNely , depreSSed & uPset… cOs i miSSed aLL My frDs wHo grEw up (in liFe & emOtion)wIth Me…. i hAve been liStening to (孙燕姿) stefAnie sUn’s sonGs latErly… & finAlly i brEak doWn lAst sUnday & crIed…somEtimes i woNder wHy cAn’t I be as strOng As mY fRds iN relatioNship?
眼淚成詩
我已經 已經把我傷口化作玫瑰
我的淚水 已經變成雨水早已輪迴
我已經 已經把對白流成了永遠
忘了天色 究竟是黑是灰
分手傷了誰 誰把他變味 我的眼淚寫成了詩已無所謂
讓你再回味 自古罪人仍自罪 因為回憶總是美
我已經 已經把絕情變成了恭維 品位不配
一種不能自卑說聲失陪 我已經 已經把沉默變成了懺悔
無路可退 只能無言已對 分手傷了誰 誰把他變味
我的眼淚寫成了詩已無所謂 讓你在回味 自古罪人無自罪
因為回憶總是美 分手傷了誰 誰把他變味
我的眼淚寫成了詩已是無所謂 讓你再回味
自古罪人無自罪 你的品位總是美
同類
雨後的城市 寂寞又狼狽
路邊的座位 它空著在等誰
我拉住時間 它卻不理會
有沒有別人 跟我一樣很想被安慰
風 停了又吹 我忽然想起誰
天 亮了又黑 我過了好幾歲
心 暖了又灰 世界
有時候孤單的很需要另一個同類
愛 收了又給 我們都不太完美
夢 作了又碎 我們有幾次機會 去追
不曉得為甚麼愛 又稀少又昂貴
雲在半空中 被微風剪碎
回憶也許美 可是正在飛走對不對
害怕
忘 我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長
想 我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片靜止的模樣 我學著堅強
堅強到不用學著不想學著遺忘
還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
還是害怕的不經意聽見你的消息
然而當愛已經沉澱得太清晰
當擁有已經是失去就勇敢的放棄
還是害怕一個人時就很難忘記
還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
然而當愛最後的出口是分離
我會這麼相信 走下去
January 18th, 2006 at 6:26 pm
hey..wish i cld be there 4u.. hang in there ba..try dun dwell/tink on sad stuff/past evnthgh nan mian sometimes.. everyone wil haf their breakdown or weak time de.. cry all u wan but aft dat haf to pick yrself up n move on le..haiyo too much nagging to write in dis little box..haha
aniwae alwys rmbr dat u haf lotsa frenz who cares n luv u fr across..so muz help yrself k..reali wish u were here.. haha so we can go shoppin!!! yeah!!! but no money..
March 23rd, 2006 at 2:30 am
hey,
dun give up! never said die when the whole world is still moving for us to see n search, wat’s life for us ahead…might lie alot of chances n hope that waiting for us to recover, right!? dun be sad my friend…there’s always ups and downs in this rocky road of ours but never give up…cos one day, your prince charming will ride a white house tat come with true love for u. jus believe! n be proud of who u r…like u always did! remember when in NAFA, u r always daring n proud of who u r!n jus do watever u feel is right n wat u wan in life, jus go ahead n grab it. remember u will always have all your friends tat care abt u here…take care n stay cool!
sue(jack)